I feel like some invisible magic just swooped through my life. This dark magic took a lot that felt good from me, and this magical energy gave me a lot to focus on that’s good as well. However, it left me with a lot of empty and isolated maneuvers and decisions to make.

It like magic gave me a window of opportunity to say FUCK IT

Just fuck it entirely and “why not do anything other than what you expected” because it’s the only opportunity I can see in sight for who knows how long.

I’m a whole mess and literally have so many things to figure out. I’ve got light on the horizon, coming in from all directions. I have real things to figure the fuck out, and I’m interpreting it like some joke. Like it isn’t life at all.

What’s the deal, what’s the point, what the hell am I doing?

Who’s listening